God, I feel useless…

November 11, 2009

Is a statement, and certainly a feeling I know many of my friends, anyone college-age, and even myself can feel or say sometimes.  Please understand me, trying to “figure out life” is something that there seems to be so much pressure put on by parents, teachers, and even random people that strangely pop into your life that have no investment in you, but feel the need to tell you to “get the ball rolling and get your life together.”  The great question “what are you going to do with your life” is a huge one; and strangely becomes overwhelming after highschool.  I hope this post gives someone struggling with a job, school, or life that doesn’t seem to be going as planned.  One man said, “Life isnt about a title or position, but about who you are at the end of life.”  I know that life for me hasn’t always turned out as planned, and no dream is always as sweet as it is when it is in your head, but when life gets hard please remember to “look to the Author and Finisher of our faith,” Jesus, and be reminded that he is writing your story..our story… and the story of the world… Check out this post from Relevant, it deals with this discussion….

Also, be reminded, God isn’t “upstairs” trying to make life harder for you for no reason, neither did He create you to live a life to seek money, big houses, multiple cars, and fancy clothes.  He didn’t create us to meet a certain quota, or pray a certain amount of time a day to fill some sort of ”spiritual time sheet” as if to appease him.  Jesus came to set us free from living lives that live up to other’s standards, and freedom from feeling like we have to “do it all” and keep up with the Jones’.  Jesus-life is about peace, grace, humility, and realizing that its ok to be yourself, without apology.  So if it is a hard time, be patient, because Jesus is working on you, to make you more life him.. and that is always beautiful.  Even in the midst of job hunting, college, school work, and simply life.

Check out “To Build a Home” from The Cinematic Orchestra as well..

 

Simply, Beautiful

October 30, 2009

So here I am taking a bit of time to read “Through Painted Deserts” by Don Miller, before I hit the hay, and I find myself firing the laptop back up to write a blog post.  As I was reading I was really struck by one certain portion/excerpt and I really want to share it with you.  Maybe it will cause you to read the book, or maybe not; but that isnt the purpose anyways (although I would surely recommend it).  I just want to share it with you hopefully to inspire you, or at least give your faith a deep thought or breath of fresh air. Strangely, today I wasn’t just hit by a passage from an author that was fresh and inspiring, but I read something from the Word of God that was simply beautiful, and was so fresh to me, all the while painting an amazing picture of creation that lives to worship God.  So excuse the length of this post, but please, read and enjoy..

Excerpt from “Through Painted Deserts” by Donald Miller..

“I was raised to believe that the quality of a man’s life would greatly increase, not with the gain of status or success, not by his heart’s knowing romance or by prosperity in industry or academia, but by his nearness to God.  It confuses me that Christian living is not simpler.  The gospel, the very good news, is simple, but this is the gate, the trailhead.  Ironing out faithless creases is toilsome labor.  God bestows three blessings on man: to feed him like birds, dress him like flowers, and befriend him as confidant.  Too many take the first two and neglect the last.  Sooner or later you figure out life is constructed specifically and brilliantly to squeeze a man into association with the Owner of heaven.  It is a struggle, with labor pains and thorny landscape, bloody hands and a sweaty brow, head in hands, moments of severe loneliness and questioning, moments of ache and desire.  All this leads to God, I think.  Perhaps this is what is on the other side of commercials, on the other side of the curtain behind which the Wizard of Oz pulls his levers.  Matter and thought are a canvas on which God paints, a painting with tragedy and delivery, with sin and redemption.  Life is a dance toward God, I begin to think.  And the dance is not so graceful as we might want.  While we glide and swing our practiced sway, God crowds our feet, bumps our toes, and scuffs our shoes.  So we can learn to dance with the One who made us.  And it is a difficult dance to learn, because its steps are foreign.” Pgs 90-91

Psalm 148

   1Praise ye the LORD. Praise ye the LORD from the heavens: praise him in the heights.

   2Praise ye him, all his angels: praise ye him, all his hosts.

   3Praise ye him, sun and moon: praise him, all ye stars of light.

   4Praise him, ye heavens of heavens, and ye waters that be above the heavens.

   5Let them praise the name of the LORD: for he commanded, and they were created.

   6He hath also stablished them for ever and ever: he hath made a decree which shall not pass.

   7Praise the LORD from the earth, ye dragons, and all deeps:

   8Fire, and hail; snow, and vapours; stormy wind fulfilling his word:

   9Mountains, and all hills; fruitful trees, and all cedars:

   10Beasts, and all cattle; creeping things, and flying fowl:

   11Kings of the earth, and all people; princes, and all judges of the earth:

   12Both young men, and maidens; old men, and children:

   13Let them praise the name of the LORD: for his name alone is excellent; his glory is above the earth and heaven.

   14He also exalteth the horn of his people, the praise of all his saints; even of the children of Israel, a people near unto him. Praise ye the LORD.

…simply, beautiful..

Need a Job?

August 28, 2009

Ok, so everyone knows the economy is bad, and it is even worse to try and find a job.  But if you are struggling with trying to find a job, getting laid off, and wondering “where is God in all this?”  Check out this article from Relevant Magazine.  It’s an article I couldn’t pass up and hope you pass on to those who are dealing with job related issues.

Healing crusade

July 6, 2009

I wonder if healing for some people would happen for them if they became a part of something bigger than themselves? I wonder if people who thought of themselves as bound, hurting, destitute, and needy would become healed and free when they began to get involved with healing, helping, and freeing others? I wonder if people would stay committed and connected if they were involved from the get go with something big. Huge. Global and yet on personal levels? I wonder what that would look like?